Thanks for the thoughts...all good, and thanks even more for the kind words.
Dorado, you're right - it is a theme that I revisit, probably because of the perfectionist nature I carry with me at all times, which sometimes runs at odds with the nature of the sport.
(With apologies to NYCWipeout who hates when I call surfing a sport....) If you think about it, we play the the only sport where the actual playing filed itself is in motion, demanding constant adjustment to a third dimension of play. This makes it (at least to me) inherently harder than most sports, and esp "repetitive motion" sports like teeing off in golf, pitching a baseball, or bowling, for example - where much of the goal is to do EXACTLY the same motion over an over - and where if you can gain some sort of mastery over the motion, you can gain some amount or even a great amount of proficiency.
Ultimately, the motion of the playing field is what draws me back to our sport over and over because it presents the endless, ever changing challenge - but as evidenced by this thread, it's also what drives me somewhat crazy.....I guess I don't like it quite so much when the playing field plays me instead of the other way around.
All that said, you all (or most of you, at least) know me - it's not like I'm not enjoying myself out there - heck, most every time I surf I leave the water wanting more and grinning ear to ear and can often be heard yapping (too much) about it....but there's always this part of me that wants not just more, but more and BETTER. And that's not a bad thing, right?
Ahh...I love surfing.....inconsistencies and all.